I'm scared!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
It's 9.21am.my pancreas secretes gastric juice and it hurts my stomach because it's empty and needs to be filled. and my stomach also produces annoying sounds. i'm craving for food! i don't how to cook! help me,someone?! i woke up late for 2 days in a row. first,it was on friday. [yeah. i didn't go to school] . and second,yesterday, i woke up at 12pm! today i got up early because i received a phone call from my mom,she asked me whether i wanted to go to school or not. so,i decided to not go to school! yeay! i can do whatever i want,my mom isn't here anyways! i'm scared at this moment.i bet u my teacher will get mad at me. whatever la! i have to bear it because i was braved enough to cut the class,right? yesterday, my bro cooked fried egg mixed with sliced hot dog. pretty odd. and sardin.plus, to dispel the feeling of hunger, i munched chocolate cadbury most of the time.sounded like Bersamamu. haha..how am i gonna survive?! today is the 3rd day since my mom left me. but i feel like forever! 5 more days to go. my lil bro called me last night. he said my daddy brought them to stay in homestay. wtf??!! how could my daddy do that to us?doesn't he know we're like "forgotten children" here at home? but they're having fun out there.my lil bro told us everything that happening there and i just listened to every word that came out of his mouth with some sort of feelings,angry+mad+snarl+sorrow and much more. ahhhh~ i can't stand! my stomach is growling madly now~ i'm going to cook anything that edible.
currently listening to: Lady GaGa-boysboysboys
yeah i'm addicted to it! this song is dedicated to Bill Kaulitz and Strify!
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